Estoy viviendo

Just another day.

I need to chill out. I need to get my shit straight too.

I don’t want to blog today, I am sad, but I need to get things off my chest and you won’t talk to me so, here goes.

It really sucks when you are in love with someone who doesn’t love you back anymore. Its funny how you can go from being in love and being “together forever” to not even talking at all anymore unless you force a phone call out of them. I’ve done this before, except this time is far worse. I wish you would just talk to me about this, I bring it up when I can but you “have to go” or “why did you say that” or “I don’t know what to tell you”. When I cry, you get mad because “that’s all I do” and “I can’t talk to you without you crying”. If you hadn’t of put me on the back burner for so long I probably wouldn’t be acting like this at all. I think that you should put yourself in my place, I know you’ve felt like this before, but if you’re done with someone you should just tell them. I can’t be friends with you right now, I didn’t even speak to A again until probably a year or more later. We still don’t talk that much now. I told you this would happen, again, and you denied it.

I think it’s safe to say that you’ve inadvertently conveyed to me that things are over, and this makes me sad, and angry, but it’s my fault. So what can I say.

My only hope is that one day you’ll think about me, and your next thought will be “I miss her”

Honestly I’d be surprised if you read this far, or if you even read this at all.